Getting over my depression

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Drawing Blood
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Looks kinda like how I used to do, lots of little cuts to get what I need out of it instead of 1 massive cut that would send me to the ER. Be wary as the desire to cut will come back. In my experience when it does it’s more a strong craving for the calmness id feel after as opposed to being motivated by feelings of self loathing and whatnot.
 

Purple People Eater

Death Addict
Aug 19, 2019
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Once you realize you're in the "black hole", it's a long haul back up. I see my shrink every 3 months. Mostly to get my meds to feed my habit that I finally admitted to - sleeping pills. Been seeing the guy since 1999. I never thought about it, maybe cutting replaces the desire to do that final big cut? Good to see you've found your way back up fairly quick.
 
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